Here I stand willing and ready. You tell me how; I'll do it gladly. The time has come, I knew it would. To show this world some type of good. It breaks your heart to know that people choose this path and reject the steeply. It's not always easy to see the truth but you will find what you're looking for if you search long enough. Lies wrapped up with pretty little bows. Adultry disguised as "No one has to know." Addictions become the new god and master. Families destroyed for a minute of satisfaction. Children cry out, silently in shame. Faces downcast, confusion and blame. Here I am! Please let me be the one who steps in to intercede. I would gladly embrace the suffering and fear of knowing they'll never experience death being near. I will carry that burden so they can be free. I have been doing a lot of journaling. This whole time I should have jumped on my laptop and posted all these poems here. Why did I even start this blog? SMH, I think as I get older, I start to look for the fastest way to get something done. Pen and paper will always be the default setting in my life (smile). I also traveled back through some of these blogs from when I first started posting. Mercy, have things changed in my life. I made some updates to the site so people would know what's happened in my life. I do like that about blogging. There is so much freedom in writing. Plus, it empties out my overloaded brain! Anyway, I got on this poem kick again! Here I am writing like 5 a day. Sometimes they're just scattered thoughts, others are more meaningful, and some drift off into darker places. Either way, I think it's good to allow myself to feel these emotions, have these thoughts, then release them. If ya'll have any thoughts on a title for this one let me know and I'll add my other ones to the site so you can give me thoughts on those as well. Gotta jet! Time to get all dressed up for this AA New Year's Event. Should be fun. This marks my third year going which means I have almost 3 years of sobriety!! Woot Woot! Happy New Year everyone.
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